4 days after the call - I am still obeying!

It has been 4 days since God has shared with me that He would like me to home school my children. I have pressed into God's strength and wisdom many times over the last few days as I let His request sink in. 

There was an emotional cycle in my mind over the weekend that went something like this:

Peaceful-Anxious-Frantic-Fevrent Prayer-Peaceful-Anxious... And so on. 

I repeated that cycle for three days and now I feel like I am in a place where I can just trust God completely. I have set up a few meetings with people to buy some used home school curriculum but you know what? I'm not too worried about setting everything up perfect. This is God's idea and He has a plan for how this is all going to pan out. His job is to move. My job is to obey. 

I am actually enjoying this place I'm at right now. I feel like I'm floating. I know what God wants me to do, but I have no idea how He wants me to do it. But knowing my God, He has amazing things planned for me and my sweet kids. And everything will work out for our good!